ppl say im a bit emo today, im not, im just not happy, not happy abt unhappy things...
i miss my high schl frens, i miss xiangli, i miss fengjieer, i miss lichen, i miss junyan, i miss maweibo, i miss shifu... i miss so many of them,they nv say abt my drawback in frond of ppl, but they did tell me when we are alone,i knw it is good to tell ur friends his or her bad point, but it did make me feel paisey and unhappy when u tell me just in frond of so many ppl...seems like i have so many drawbacks without merits...
Today, 师傅call me , he so long nv call me alr, so happy to receive his phone call, he is still at LuoYang, working there, he didnt say much abt his girlfriend, i knw they always got problem, she wants too much..
i miss to walk with them under the heavy rain, we chatting, laughing, having our ice cream gathering...

Chinese New Year is coming,and eaxms also coming , today went to schl to study, meet yanhui at rbc for the first few hrs, she left me alone there, and went to eat dinner alone also, first time eat dinner alone this semester eat dinner without my frens, now i feel i love my dear frens so much, like eating meal wif u guys, make me feel safe,and feel attached with u all, dears , you all are impt for me, and im so glade that u you all are in my life,missssssss you guys。。。

i so long nv update my blog alr, sorry dear loves, it is really very long alr, or may be u guys have thought that i wont update alr, but here i am:) and i will keep on updating，just for u guys:）

Today feel bad coz our health psycho presentaton did very bad, although teacher say she wont fail us , but still feel a bit guity for not putting enough effort, feel so sad for the going the wrong tract:(

but this morning our pahrmacho presentation teacher say we did very well and she said she like the way we present hah , so happy that it even out of our expect,sharifah, tina, me ellen and lixin,hah, so hope our next week presentation also can do well:):）

now year 2 semester 2alr, only left 2 semester in nyp, it's really fast, with my paige's love one and a half year alr, asyura calene, carissa,and ellen, love you guys forever=)
i just talk to bro for one hr plus, what my bro tell me are all really for my own goodness,he really know a lot things, much more expierence, and more thoughtful, now i now i really need to try something new, which is for improving my own ability, LATE BETTTER THAN NEVER,hope i can do it.

so fast, sem 2 almost finish alr, i just dont kw what have i done in this semester, just as what terrisa say,time flies,yes ,my english birthday have passed, and my lunar birthday also coming soon, just in a few days , i will be 22 alr, cannot imagine, i was still think that i'm the girl that my brother , sister and my parents would take care of me forever, but it is not, i grow up alr, now it's my time to take care of myself,not rely on others, dont kw why when i think that i'm 22, i feel a bit loss, mybe not loss,just not so happy. something have changed, i also need to change.i ever read one maxim :to improve is to change,to be better is to change forever.
now exams are coming, so if i wanna improve my GPA, i need to do something to change, yes, it is the time , i cannot spend too much time online, it is the first thing that i need to change,heh .start now! heh, shutting down soon~

aiya, i make an album today for my birthday photos, but when i link it, it just cannot open ,why ya?????
that what i am doing during my MC time , but cannot open, so i only can show u guys when i back to schl loh,heih, and miss u guys so much，now i only cn type my love for u coz my throat cannot say even one word=（